Nothing is enough

Last night I had nothing to say. I sat with the computer in front of me and my mind was empty. I had nothing to say. Today I am so very emotional. Patrick Swayze was important to me in ways no-one could ever understand. He took me out of my world and gave me a dream however impossible. He was a lovely guy and my dream dinner date. I knew this was coming but still not ready for the news. I will miss him so much. I am incredibly sad...............................................