What did I say?

Don't get too excited I said didn't I?
As my Dad would say I am not often wrong but I'm right again. Got home from Colwyn Bay around 3.45 earlier than I had said and Phil had his deadpan look on again. Kept asking all evening if he was ok - so different to the night before. He said he was ok but I know there was something.

He had had his report letter fom Bob Rafal which confirmed what was in his brain and what was not . It also said that the meds will be withdrawn gradually. Phil said once he is off the tranquillisers then he intends to come off the antidepressants. I will back him all the way but I have to be honest and worry that it is too big an ask.
So I have to tell myself AGAIN make the best of the little snatches of laughter and smiles but PLEASE don't expect them to happen every day. That is not fair on me or him.
We watched a dvd last night first time for ages - we used to watch 4 or 5 each week. Batman the dark knight. It was too quick and too dark for me but it passed a couple of hours.
Have woken up this morning all bunged up - so unlike me I rarely get a cold; think it may have something to do with coming from a warm car all week into a cold house and waiting for the heating to kick in. Still can't get Phil to switch it on before I arrive home. Don't know how he can just sit whilst it is cold. He does have his BIG sloppy jumper on through maybe that is why he loves it so much.

Today I have to win the battle with the printer. I need it to print out the wedding inserts in the way I want them. Is that too much to ask?
Thought I was being clever yesterday and bought some A5 paper so that I could print them all individually but my printer has no set up for A5 paper- how crazy is that. It is also one of those printers that you don't get instructions in a book they are all online.
Wish me luck I really need to have these done today. I also need to make three birthday cards before I am tempted yet again to buy them.
I love making cards and I have just been too lazy too busy too tired too cold - all the excuses...................................